sudah garu buat2 tk tahu..

BRAIN bubbling is back..with some complicated mind borak2 inside my head~

Anda stress??
mengapa mengeluh?

a saying said that every obstacle/halangan/masalah sebenarnya mematang kan and trigger our mind to become more mature inside.

tp..salah ke saye mengeluh sambil berpeluh2 ni??

Hampir 90% (my own observation) status2 gtalk..ym majoriti meluahkan perasaan masing2 also secara tak langsung mahu orang tahu tentang ape yg membelenggu diri dan perasaan mereka.

jd 90% orang ni tak betul ke?? tak menghargai ke ape yg ada sbb asyik mengeluh je..

Well we're human..we need to sometimes let out the emotion to someone..its not that mereka mengeluh sahaja..maybe they need it to let go certain emotion..ala2 move on lah kirenye.. tp tak perlulah lebey2 kan..hehe

anda setuju?

i am also include in 90% of that people.

life is just so difficult rite now..its like transition from young adult thinking to adult kind of way..camtu la kot rasenyer..

Malaysia bukanlah merupakan satu negara yg mengamalkan jumpe therapist..or psikiatrist tu sumer as what we normally watch in american TV Show.. We normally do it in our way..

hey! kalo hati bercelaru..kenapa tak baca Al-Quran?

Bukan ke itu dituntut?
mengapa perlu rokok untuk menenangkan jiwa?

gosh! something for me also to think about..hoho..

ok..then goodnight.. :)





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Be Strong

Let it be.

yeah..let it be..

dunia sebenar mengajar aku tuk terus menjadi siapa kita sebenarnye.
be yourself..i know some of you actually pretending to be someone you're not..someone you're didn't want to be..you actually hate to be that person..

adab melayu mengajar kita untuk terus bercakap berlapis2 which aku rase da berlayer2 tahap kuih lapis serawak dah.. sehingga mengubah diri kita sebenarnya tanpa kita sedari..

di sekolah..guru mengajar kita untuk stick kepada something kerana pada mereka itu adalah yg betul..semeone told me "Cikgu ajar 1+1 adalah 2..kalau betul 1 markah..kalau salah '0' markah diberikan"
kita seperti tiada pilihan..hanya mengikut standard yg telah di berikan. Penganalisa luar juga mengesahkan sistem pendidikan di tadika telah ketingganlan jauh 20 tahun daripada mereka..

di manakah kita..

guru di sekolah mengajar kita untuk terus cemerlang di dalam akademik. bukan cemerlang dalam kehidupan. they teach us on how to be good in education but not on how to successfully live ur life. aku tak kata mereka salah..sbb itu adalah tugas mereka..tetapi back to our nature..kita kecik2 melompat sini sane..sentuh sane..pegang sini..atas sifat curious yg sgt tinggi..berani mencuba sesuatu yg baru..tetapi bagaimana kita sekarang..?

masih berada di zon selamat.....takut......gementar yg tak sudah2...mengubah diri kita yg sebenarnya..ingin mengeluarkan idea pun masih rasa cuak2 takut idea itu salah..

aku juga tidak lari daripada situasi begitu..masih mencuba untuk terus meningkatkan diri ke tahap yg lebih baik...harapnya anda juga begitu..

Sudah2 lah mengeluh tentang kehidupan..manusia mmg tak akan berpuas hati..that whats make us human..so move on! fikir solution daripada mengeluh dengan masalah yg tak sudah2 seperti anda sahaja yg mempunyai masalah seperti anda pula pemimpin negara..dan berhentilah dari bertelagah tentang siapa yg mempunyai masalah yg lebih besar.."ala ko baru camtu..aku ni...lagi la....bla....blaa.....blaa...."

ade award sape masalah paling besar ke???!

stop it!

live the life..

sapa tahu ini mungkin hari terakhir anda..
semestinya anda tidak mahu mati dalam keadaan sibuk mengeluh tentang kehidupan...atau anda sememangnya layak untuk mati kerana tidak mahu hidup...da cukup amalan ke?? haha..


p/s: Aku rase entry ni berkecamuk sikit..haha





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Be strong

The ugly truth.

Hola~

can the truth be anymore uglier or should i say nasty-er..

haha..

well this movie i can rate it 4.5/5..

marvelous..

ya..thanx to the writer coz the script is fantastically written..some would say nasty but for me its the truth.

some of the thing that been said in the movie is technically true..sorry girl..that what make us man.."let he be a man" as what gerard Butler said..

the actor and actress make a huge impact in this movie..they are great together..i mean off the set too..

a gorgeous handsome hunk men with a beautiful killing body women will make u laugh till the end..

everyone love a nice,happy ending..yeah this movie will lead u to that.

i went to watch this movie yesterday and could not stop thinking about it till now..haha

Words like masturbation, cum, boobs..etc are all over spitting till the end..something which we dont see regularly in any love story-comedy romantic movie.....

something which someone actually afraid to talk about it in public..

at the very final scene, people actually clapping and those who come in mix group; girls and boys, started to ask if true..if it is what guys are thinking about..and is it true how girl fantasize about their dream man..real fun!

090909

Sbb tarikh ni cm special so i decide to write something..da lame tak update..lots of thing happen to me...hmm..how to start.. last time i hang out with epul..you can refer to his blog lah~
then hang out ngan eppy,amzar..

cool..eppy meet epul..their like having something in common but they dont really have time to bond at that time..hehe wish both of you can be good friend..

i decide not to write something personal but..sukati aku lah..haha

have u ever sit..look up to the sky and realize how small we are..look to all the people and see how a tiny little person can have so much thing to say..so much emotion to feel..

and..

if you're gone..how does it effect the world..yeah i think if its me..nothing really change..
can i be that person..
the person that people will cry for their loss...of a great friend..a humble person..a big-smile-on-face person...
the person they will remember for the rest of their life..

hmm...it made us think rite..

sometimes i feel it is useless all the effort to make friends..coz at one particular time..it's just vanish away by time..

the good one stick..but the good one is difficult to find..

its not my loss..its yours~


Be Strong.

my sister sudah tunang lah!~

from left:Mak Usu, Mak Uda, Mak Uteh, Angah,Maklang, Kak Long,Makcik
Me, Angah

Congratulation angah~

majlis pernikahan isyallah next year bulan 3..hehe kan angah kan?..

selamat bertunang..

i am the photographer of the day..haha

p/s: internet connection yg bongok myebabkan aku malas nk upload gambar

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Be Strong

WAho~ 20 Hours in KL!

Bace balek tajuk itu!

yah itu betul.. huhu time semayang jummat

zul [fine la aku pggil ko emy] msg me..[eh ko tak smayang ke?] about jom overnight di kl..

i am like with whom??

-epul

-alan (not sure)

-emy

-azpo

waho~~

epul- da 3 mggu kot tak jumpe

alan-2 minggu kot

emy-satu sem

azpo-3 taun!!

aku takkan melepaskan peluang nih..huhu well after working aku tido sekejap tggu kul 7.30PM nk gerak gi LRT Seri Setia..

"ko tak jd kuar ke?"membe aku tnyer

"da kul 7.50PM"

shit!~

aku mandi2 kerbau kejap.. terus lari2 gi LRT ngn mate separa terbuka. damn..

KTM ni wat hal [i hate la naek KTM nih..]

delay myebbkan aku smpai kul 9PM kat KL sentral.. then jumpe lah mereka

epul-berseluar pendek n selipar getah

alan-berjaket kalis air azpo-berbeg hijau florecent

emy-berkata mata baru dan terkangkang

really happy to see all of u! we proceed rombongan cik kiah ni to another level tuk tgk wayang midnight

"The taking of Fulham 123" camni kot ejanyer

untuk mengisi mase tu we jalan2 at BB just wanna see how night life at KL. very fun though! life band..mostly arabic people i donno why..then proceed to PAVILION.. yup we;re there but it closed already-lah so we amek2 gambar je le...

aku,alan,azpo,epul
gambar bontot:alan,emy,aku,azpo

azpo,epul,emy ,alan

azpo,emy,aku,epul

its 11.30PM so we head back to TS for the midnight movie.
i think the movie quite ok la..
its John Travolta~ of coz la terrer blakon
next??
blur~~
"how about KLCC"
"watpe??"
"pegi taman die"
"tutup kot"
"pastu?"
"ok gi je la"
btw its only 1km
geegege
so we jalan2 lagi..
tis time around we lalu to all the club la
"jom clubbing"
"ello its 2.30AM"
so we like jalan2 je
singgah kedai mamak situ makan2 sambil lepak2 mengupdate kan diri masing2 about
everything~ i mean EVERYTHING..
haha..
then what??
we jalan2 balek tu BB..
well thing a bit dull..
tinggal lah sisa2 maksiat kat situ..bersepah2 rokok..arak..everything..
this people just so good in enjoying them self..
"Jom la karok"
"bile???"
"esok kol 10AM"
"huh!?"
"pastu dari kul 4-10 nih nk wtpe"
"cari hotel la..tido~!"
then we cari la yg RM60..
FULL House beb!
its like everyone is Fu**ing [you know what i mean] used the hotel after clubbing
sigh~
well this is KL..
then we lepaking..

Karok di red box

emy,aku

epul, aku

emy,alan

emy,aku

epul da terbaring cam homeless~haha mcm2 topik kuar..

then at 6 am.we pg toilet to freshen up.

.emy pun freshen up ngn tgk hp alan..

then we langok2 smpai kul 9.30AMi was like very melekit and encomfortable

..huhu..but ok la..azpo da mcm mayat idup..haha..berenti sini..tido..berenti sane..tido..

alan lak kece mencari toilet je..

haha we manage to wait till 10.30 to go to redbox..

suddenly sumer betenage kuda untuk menyayi..i was so da abes tenage.pancit dah..

i sang for 2 hour and sleep inside there when diorang terpekik terlolong for 1 hour.

haha

then i buy a new memory card for my phone..

didn;t know ade PC fair kat KLCC..hoho..

then sumer sudah mule mahu pulang..

aku pun penat dah nk menaip..hohosumer da mule pergi ke arah

masing2we'll never know when ge gonna meet again..

hopefully tak lame sgt la..hehe something happen to me in the LRT..

really freaking me up though..

i will tell u about this..

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but not HERE.

Be Strong.

R.I.P YA

Salam everyone..

its a very gloomy day for me to realize that malaysian have lost a film maker..the one that make movie to tell her stories..

lots of kontrovesi terhadap filem2 beliau tp jika kita lihat dan terliti itulah hakikat sebenarnye..
mengapa malaysia tidak mahu menonjolkan segala isu yg sememangnyer menjadi masalah yg kian meruncing, isu2 yg di anggap sudah basi..tetapi adalah punce segala masalah yg laen..sampai bila mahu berselindung??

Some of my fav....

Rest In Peace Yasmin Ahmad

p/s:to everyone..make sure you tell the one you love how much u love them..well before its too late..we will never know..

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Be Strong

hooyeh~!

my elaun suda masuk!..hehe

let see my list

1.

sport shoee..

2.[none]

3.[none]

4.[work punyer baju]

*tetibe takleh pk nk beli ape...[mcm duet tu byk sgt jer...ahaha]

p/s:memory card reader sudah rosak..gambar tidak bleh diupload.

oh ya

5. card reader.


hehe
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Be Strong

Eh..My BrO dAH kAwEN Laaa..

Yup its true...hehe

Lupe beta nk update..

the lucky girl is Rabiatul Adawiyah [yeah..i know]

majlis pernikahan berlangsung di masjid ape tah kat Taman Perling, Johor Bahru

photo taken by RM15 000 camera

Ms Rabiatul Adawiyah

After Nikah photoshoot

not so fav picture..why i am wearing blue? did i get the notice? NOPE

congratulation to my bro n new sis..

wait...

did i tell u guys she's pregnant already?

yeah..she did

Be Strong

Oh Moto ku yg ensem~

"mak aih! da kol 7.07am..kemane arah subuh ku?huhu" jerit ku didalam hati

sambiil da terlambat tu aku niat nk naek moto la..malas plak nk siap awal2..
tapi deep inside there's a voice say "naek je la kete..bukan diorang balek lmbat pun"

ttbe aku teringat belom transfer plan schedule kat pendrive..

takpe la aku naek moto..

8.04am...

Prengggg!!
[bukan bunyik pinggan pecah]

tayar mule bergolek2 nk pg keje..

dengan laju dan machonyer aku melintas pergi
meyelit2 tanpa rase silu dengan harapan untuk lebih pantas.

tapi kemacho-an aku terhenti tetiber moto berenjut2 seperti...[ape2 je la korang pk]

'matila~~ minyak takde dah"
aku mule mencube untuk menyalahkan abg aku ssb tak betulkan meter minyak tu..
tp itu bukan penyelesaian.

aku toleh ke blakang...ok ade bus stop.
aku pun dok la mereverse moto yg kecundang tu..
malu gak la..ade la rase tebal2 geli2 sket kat perut aku..

---blank--

nk watpe a?
haha..
perluke aku telepon mak aku seperti budak kecik yg terkencing dalam seluar pastu taktau nk wat ape..

oh tidak~

aku cube la tahan taxi...luckily cubaan ke 5 aku berjaya dengan lambaian syahdu aku..

"RM4.20.adik yg ensem"

ok la pakcik..eden bayo jela..

8.29am.ok la..the timing quite perfect..

ape jd kat moto tu?
ade aku cite?
takde kan..

moto tu aku niat nk tambat kat besi saiz gajah kat bus stop tu...tp sekali lagi kecundang sebab rantai besi ala2 clamp tu tak sampai..aku kunci je la cam bese..

tp kalo lori dtg angkut??

kome igt aku tak cuak ke..haha aku risau seamat2 nyer..

ape ending cite nih?

thanx tu Amzar and Chin for the effort..haha berjaye gak aku tuang minyak ngan botol curi..dpt la jalan balek..hehe

moral of story bile nk gerak tu cek la minyak dulu
atau
when we face any problems remember to be calm and believe everything will be fine..

sekian


Be Strong.

A Story

Sometimes you read something that makes you stop and think, then you want to share it with every one you care about.

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated every one except for her loving boy friend .He was always there for here. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boy friend.
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything including her boy friend .Her boyfriend asked here,

”Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?”

The girl was shocked when she saw that her boy friend was blind too and refused to marry him. Her boy friend walked away in tears and later he wrote a letter to her saying
((JUST TAKECARE OF MY EYES PLEASE))
This is how humans change when their status changes .they allege that they are so busy .They can’t show that they care .They can’t call or even drop a line to their people .Only few remember what life was before and who has always been there in the most painful situations.


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Movie Review

"Mati sekali tidak cukup....."....."Bunuh diri adalah berdosa..."

pape la hantu..pelik2 je..
aku taktau nk bg bintang bape kat cite nih..motip cerita nih obviously..jgn bunuh diri..

Luahan rasa:

1.pengarah die sgt bagus memilih awek hot n sexy n mmg lawa gile la pada aku untuk elakkan org tertidur tgk cite nih.

2.kalo awek cun dah terselamat dari mati akibat kebodohan die cube bunuh diri..nape antu2 ni nk gak die mati?? tak paham la aku..

3.last2 care pmpuan elak mati adalah dengan cara melambai lembut kat antu budak tu sambil mmberi signal die nk patah balek untuk hidup bersame lelaki tercinta dan decide die tanak mati....tu je??

4.aku respek ngan costume n mekap artis die...well done.

5.sound system...hmm..not that good..

6.cerita nih bole diolah lagi..pade aku ni macam first draft lagi..haish..sori to say la kan

p/s: i am watching this with epul. aku berkata "ko jerit ke?.. " die mengangguk tersipu2 malu [ni adalah rekaan semata]

today is 13th july 2009..it mean that i have undergo my internship for 6 challenging weeks..
i been soo weird for me to live away from all my friends..not that much fun anymore but well.. thats life after graduation..mybe i just need to get used to it..prepare..

lots of things happened..the unexpected series of drama also suda bermulalah~
it is not something i want but yeah..mybe salah ku jua..
bia sajalah..aku sudah malas..huhu

MASISWA at utp is the best tournament ever..although i am not really contributing to the team but hey,,who cares!~haha...i miss you guys soo much..its like being there thinking only play..eat..joking around..have fun..sleep...
reaallllyyy fun~!

i get to know closer all the team member..sapek.angga.mat.bob.faiz.wawa.adwurd.asfand.puyang.muin.
really fun through all the training-aku datang 4 hari saja lah~!

the best moment is when we actually be the champion for the tounament..puas ati bersorak..haha

all the girls also very sopportive and happening!
lots of picture taken..well i am not going to put it here [terasa sgt malas..]
i wish i could stay in that moment..cherish it..and smile~ coz its feel so nice.

later.


Be Strong.

Untitle

sekarang pulul 11 malam..badan terase lemah longlai ibarat kucing berbulu lebat yg dah berupa karpet bangla..life is bored for me rite now..
nk blogging ni pun malas..huhu
tidur for 3 weeks kat atas toto nipis dan beranginkan kipas meja agak menyiksakan tp memberi kelegaan selepas pulang bekerja

terasa ingin berjalan2..tapi duet tiada..hoho

this weekend i will be going back to utp..yeay..rindu sudah bah~
bole tido atas tilam n beranginkan kipas siling yg laju..huhu

my new housemate will be amzar (not so new..hehe), chin and sabahan oliver [goliver]..hoho

we will spending time together for 8 month during our internship..hope we get along well
peragai masing2 taktau lagi kan..haha
oi
i still wondering what is their status of relationship...huhuhu

whatever la~



Be Strong,

live.life.love

jgn tinggalkan org yg kite SAYANG utk org yg kite SUKE,krna org yg kite SUKE akan tinggalkn kite utk org yg mrk SAYANG, jgn cuba dptkn apa yg kite SAYANG, tp SAYANG lah dgn ape yg kite ada

well i found this so call qoute kat page sape tah..its sound soo true..

it make us think rite?

wah!~

what can i said..life tough n i need to suck everythings up n move on for better future..

huhu..

here a pic of part of people that very important in the volleyball team..huhu

PANIC ATTACK!!!

lame dah tak update nih..
selame 20 taun aku idup ni..
aku da mkin paham da diri aku ni...
so kelemahan2 aku adalah seperti di bawah

1.kurang keyakinan diri
2.kurang menyerlah
3.difficuilt to say 'NO'
4.nervous sentiasa
5.mengigil tak semene-mene

ni yg few and obvious la


yg paling kritital adalah no 1 dan 5.
tu aku paling mnyampah tadi!~~
aaaa~~

volleyball lawan friendly ngan Politeknik Ungku Omar (PUO)
aku adalah setter terjun..
main teruk gak ah...
mostly my fault la...
kalah
deuce...

second set..tukar setter..
tukar ngn sobri..

baru la ok...
menang plak tuh..

so salah sape??

aku la...

haish..
ni nervous nyer pasal ar nih..
panik..

hah~~!

need more practise laa..
esok pcs lagi nih..
nk kene present...
tu pun gigil2 jugak..
ngade tol ar~~!

mampus ah.

doa je la..


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Be strong

heyya..
lame dah tak update blog nih..
nothing much..
i little bit i wanna write so i will not forget..

etp (engineering team project)
yup..
we'll mixing up between other couses-cool! rite?
or..not.haha

start of thinking..wat i gonna do for my etp..

oh ya before i forget..my etpmate are great n cool~
one of them is...anas..
yah~
weird rite..but exciting..(is it?..is it really?)

and one of them is also my housemate...but i didnt notice it..
ya rite..i am bad in socializing myself..haha

lepas ni takmo senyap2 je da..bising je la..tegur2 sumer..
haha..

well i know it is boring with no pic..and so on..
but paham2 la internet utp ni..(walaupun aku masih tak paham)
nk upload pun lame..
so..mybe later..lgpun takde pun gambar baru..

hmm...lots of things happen..

not really wanna talk about it..haha

well live.live.long

whatever~


p/s: what exacly p/s mean?? 'point of saying'?

be strong

New year..new me?..nahh~

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well..farewall 2008
welcome 2009

new air to breath..new surrounding to adapt..

haish~~ risau tol sem depan ni..neway..lets recap

actually kat utp ni takde la life sgt cam teenagers kat luar tu..ape yg buat kan aku ade life is by joining event..

december 2007-april 2008 TECapril 2008-tanak abes bleh tak.. CASFUMALclash ngan CONVOFAIR sampai august 2008..

hmm..bukan gile event eh..aku masuk one by one..huhu

semua event nih under MPP..

so for this year aku masuk FESCO (festival of Colour of the world)December 2008-February 2009

WHy>>>??

nape aku masuk event..ialah selain tambah pengetahuan..bla..bla..friends~~

yup..to find a good friend is VERY difficult..dah la utp ni cam berpuak2..so lagi la susah nk kenal org yg takde kene mengenangan kite..by joining event kite lebih senang nk kenal ati budi org tu la..is feels good actually..

lebih2 lagi.still friend even da abes event..ade yg jenis 'kawan event'..time event je kawan..hahalepas tu jd kenalan je..

hopefully...last forever..

bye2 2008...welcome 2009



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