i am back.

huah!
terasa mahu menulis.
kali ini biarlah dari hati. seronok mmbace blog org. blog sendiri tersadai cam ikan masin yg da tawar balek dek ujan lebat.
utp sekarang sgt panas. katenyer 1malaysia camni sehingga 2nd week of march. biarlah..terima seadanya.

aku baru beli pc baru.
mak sudah bising kerana setiap barang aku beli mesti rosak.
katenyer aku tak pandai memilih.
aku diamkan aje.mungkin takde rezeki.haha
kesian pula terpaksa gune duet mak tuk beli pc nih.
tula duet sendiri ko pg foya2 tak igt mase susah..haha terimalah naseb.
laptop ni pun satu..carik gaduh sgt ngn aku.

aku ade satu misi dalam hidup.
aku mule sedar misi ini sgt penting.
aku harap aku dapat mengubah org kepada yg lebih baek.
at least kalo aku mati pun org yg pernah kenal ngn aku adelah org2 yg disenangi org laen.
aku nk kerana aku dia jd begitu; sentiasa disenangi org laen. aku bukan lah seorg yg alim. harapnya segala amalan aku diterima-Nya.

agak sukar misi aku ini.
harapnya dengan berdoa. usaha kena sejajar. baru berjaya.

aku sedang mencari dalam hidup. org selalu tnye aku carik ape.
aku cari kehidupan. aku seakan-akan tidak bernafas. mecari ruang untuk mengirup udara.
aku cari hikmah. disebalik kejadian aku. adakah aku akan mengubah dunia? [hehe]
aku cari jawapan disebalik persoalan dalam jiwa.

mungkin perlukan kanta mata berkuasakan doa.


Be Strong.

sudah garu buat2 tk tahu..

BRAIN bubbling is back..with some complicated mind borak2 inside my head~

Anda stress??
mengapa mengeluh?

a saying said that every obstacle/halangan/masalah sebenarnya mematang kan and trigger our mind to become more mature inside.

tp..salah ke saye mengeluh sambil berpeluh2 ni??

Hampir 90% (my own observation) status2 gtalk..ym majoriti meluahkan perasaan masing2 also secara tak langsung mahu orang tahu tentang ape yg membelenggu diri dan perasaan mereka.

jd 90% orang ni tak betul ke?? tak menghargai ke ape yg ada sbb asyik mengeluh je..

Well we're human..we need to sometimes let out the emotion to someone..its not that mereka mengeluh sahaja..maybe they need it to let go certain emotion..ala2 move on lah kirenye.. tp tak perlulah lebey2 kan..hehe

anda setuju?

i am also include in 90% of that people.

life is just so difficult rite now..its like transition from young adult thinking to adult kind of way..camtu la kot rasenyer..

Malaysia bukanlah merupakan satu negara yg mengamalkan jumpe therapist..or psikiatrist tu sumer as what we normally watch in american TV Show.. We normally do it in our way..

hey! kalo hati bercelaru..kenapa tak baca Al-Quran?

Bukan ke itu dituntut?
mengapa perlu rokok untuk menenangkan jiwa?

gosh! something for me also to think about..hoho..

ok..then goodnight.. :)





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Be Strong

Let it be.

yeah..let it be..

dunia sebenar mengajar aku tuk terus menjadi siapa kita sebenarnye.
be yourself..i know some of you actually pretending to be someone you're not..someone you're didn't want to be..you actually hate to be that person..

adab melayu mengajar kita untuk terus bercakap berlapis2 which aku rase da berlayer2 tahap kuih lapis serawak dah.. sehingga mengubah diri kita sebenarnya tanpa kita sedari..

di sekolah..guru mengajar kita untuk stick kepada something kerana pada mereka itu adalah yg betul..semeone told me "Cikgu ajar 1+1 adalah 2..kalau betul 1 markah..kalau salah '0' markah diberikan"
kita seperti tiada pilihan..hanya mengikut standard yg telah di berikan. Penganalisa luar juga mengesahkan sistem pendidikan di tadika telah ketingganlan jauh 20 tahun daripada mereka..

di manakah kita..

guru di sekolah mengajar kita untuk terus cemerlang di dalam akademik. bukan cemerlang dalam kehidupan. they teach us on how to be good in education but not on how to successfully live ur life. aku tak kata mereka salah..sbb itu adalah tugas mereka..tetapi back to our nature..kita kecik2 melompat sini sane..sentuh sane..pegang sini..atas sifat curious yg sgt tinggi..berani mencuba sesuatu yg baru..tetapi bagaimana kita sekarang..?

masih berada di zon selamat.....takut......gementar yg tak sudah2...mengubah diri kita yg sebenarnya..ingin mengeluarkan idea pun masih rasa cuak2 takut idea itu salah..

aku juga tidak lari daripada situasi begitu..masih mencuba untuk terus meningkatkan diri ke tahap yg lebih baik...harapnya anda juga begitu..

Sudah2 lah mengeluh tentang kehidupan..manusia mmg tak akan berpuas hati..that whats make us human..so move on! fikir solution daripada mengeluh dengan masalah yg tak sudah2 seperti anda sahaja yg mempunyai masalah seperti anda pula pemimpin negara..dan berhentilah dari bertelagah tentang siapa yg mempunyai masalah yg lebih besar.."ala ko baru camtu..aku ni...lagi la....bla....blaa.....blaa...."

ade award sape masalah paling besar ke???!

stop it!

live the life..

sapa tahu ini mungkin hari terakhir anda..
semestinya anda tidak mahu mati dalam keadaan sibuk mengeluh tentang kehidupan...atau anda sememangnya layak untuk mati kerana tidak mahu hidup...da cukup amalan ke?? haha..


p/s: Aku rase entry ni berkecamuk sikit..haha





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Be strong

The ugly truth.

Hola~

can the truth be anymore uglier or should i say nasty-er..

haha..

well this movie i can rate it 4.5/5..

marvelous..

ya..thanx to the writer coz the script is fantastically written..some would say nasty but for me its the truth.

some of the thing that been said in the movie is technically true..sorry girl..that what make us man.."let he be a man" as what gerard Butler said..

the actor and actress make a huge impact in this movie..they are great together..i mean off the set too..

a gorgeous handsome hunk men with a beautiful killing body women will make u laugh till the end..

everyone love a nice,happy ending..yeah this movie will lead u to that.

i went to watch this movie yesterday and could not stop thinking about it till now..haha

Words like masturbation, cum, boobs..etc are all over spitting till the end..something which we dont see regularly in any love story-comedy romantic movie.....

something which someone actually afraid to talk about it in public..

at the very final scene, people actually clapping and those who come in mix group; girls and boys, started to ask if true..if it is what guys are thinking about..and is it true how girl fantasize about their dream man..real fun!

090909

Sbb tarikh ni cm special so i decide to write something..da lame tak update..lots of thing happen to me...hmm..how to start.. last time i hang out with epul..you can refer to his blog lah~
then hang out ngan eppy,amzar..

cool..eppy meet epul..their like having something in common but they dont really have time to bond at that time..hehe wish both of you can be good friend..

i decide not to write something personal but..sukati aku lah..haha

have u ever sit..look up to the sky and realize how small we are..look to all the people and see how a tiny little person can have so much thing to say..so much emotion to feel..

and..

if you're gone..how does it effect the world..yeah i think if its me..nothing really change..
can i be that person..
the person that people will cry for their loss...of a great friend..a humble person..a big-smile-on-face person...
the person they will remember for the rest of their life..

hmm...it made us think rite..

sometimes i feel it is useless all the effort to make friends..coz at one particular time..it's just vanish away by time..

the good one stick..but the good one is difficult to find..

its not my loss..its yours~


Be Strong.

my sister sudah tunang lah!~

from left:Mak Usu, Mak Uda, Mak Uteh, Angah,Maklang, Kak Long,Makcik
Me, Angah

Congratulation angah~

majlis pernikahan isyallah next year bulan 3..hehe kan angah kan?..

selamat bertunang..

i am the photographer of the day..haha

p/s: internet connection yg bongok myebabkan aku malas nk upload gambar

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Be Strong

WAho~ 20 Hours in KL!

Bace balek tajuk itu!

yah itu betul.. huhu time semayang jummat

zul [fine la aku pggil ko emy] msg me..[eh ko tak smayang ke?] about jom overnight di kl..

i am like with whom??

-epul

-alan (not sure)

-emy

-azpo

waho~~

epul- da 3 mggu kot tak jumpe

alan-2 minggu kot

emy-satu sem

azpo-3 taun!!

aku takkan melepaskan peluang nih..huhu well after working aku tido sekejap tggu kul 7.30PM nk gerak gi LRT Seri Setia..

"ko tak jd kuar ke?"membe aku tnyer

"da kul 7.50PM"

shit!~

aku mandi2 kerbau kejap.. terus lari2 gi LRT ngn mate separa terbuka. damn..

KTM ni wat hal [i hate la naek KTM nih..]

delay myebbkan aku smpai kul 9PM kat KL sentral.. then jumpe lah mereka

epul-berseluar pendek n selipar getah

alan-berjaket kalis air azpo-berbeg hijau florecent

emy-berkata mata baru dan terkangkang

really happy to see all of u! we proceed rombongan cik kiah ni to another level tuk tgk wayang midnight

"The taking of Fulham 123" camni kot ejanyer

untuk mengisi mase tu we jalan2 at BB just wanna see how night life at KL. very fun though! life band..mostly arabic people i donno why..then proceed to PAVILION.. yup we;re there but it closed already-lah so we amek2 gambar je le...

aku,alan,azpo,epul
gambar bontot:alan,emy,aku,azpo

azpo,epul,emy ,alan

azpo,emy,aku,epul

its 11.30PM so we head back to TS for the midnight movie.
i think the movie quite ok la..
its John Travolta~ of coz la terrer blakon
next??
blur~~
"how about KLCC"
"watpe??"
"pegi taman die"
"tutup kot"
"pastu?"
"ok gi je la"
btw its only 1km
geegege
so we jalan2 lagi..
tis time around we lalu to all the club la
"jom clubbing"
"ello its 2.30AM"
so we like jalan2 je
singgah kedai mamak situ makan2 sambil lepak2 mengupdate kan diri masing2 about
everything~ i mean EVERYTHING..
haha..
then what??
we jalan2 balek tu BB..
well thing a bit dull..
tinggal lah sisa2 maksiat kat situ..bersepah2 rokok..arak..everything..
this people just so good in enjoying them self..
"Jom la karok"
"bile???"
"esok kol 10AM"
"huh!?"
"pastu dari kul 4-10 nih nk wtpe"
"cari hotel la..tido~!"
then we cari la yg RM60..
FULL House beb!
its like everyone is Fu**ing [you know what i mean] used the hotel after clubbing
sigh~
well this is KL..
then we lepaking..

Karok di red box

emy,aku

epul, aku

emy,alan

emy,aku

epul da terbaring cam homeless~haha mcm2 topik kuar..

then at 6 am.we pg toilet to freshen up.

.emy pun freshen up ngn tgk hp alan..

then we langok2 smpai kul 9.30AMi was like very melekit and encomfortable

..huhu..but ok la..azpo da mcm mayat idup..haha..berenti sini..tido..berenti sane..tido..

alan lak kece mencari toilet je..

haha we manage to wait till 10.30 to go to redbox..

suddenly sumer betenage kuda untuk menyayi..i was so da abes tenage.pancit dah..

i sang for 2 hour and sleep inside there when diorang terpekik terlolong for 1 hour.

haha

then i buy a new memory card for my phone..

didn;t know ade PC fair kat KLCC..hoho..

then sumer sudah mule mahu pulang..

aku pun penat dah nk menaip..hohosumer da mule pergi ke arah

masing2we'll never know when ge gonna meet again..

hopefully tak lame sgt la..hehe something happen to me in the LRT..

really freaking me up though..

i will tell u about this..

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but not HERE.

Be Strong.